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Friday, July 20, 2007
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
eXtra-ordiNary dAYs!
Today was unlike any other one, days or maybe moments in our lives differ and each has a lesson or a special meaning but still today as i can call it was extra-ordinary. Finally i did visit my africano soul mate and beloved sibling! Tala.
When i called her earlier today in order to go out for coffee after work, i discovered that she was home and that she's inviting me to her home or OUR home. Pardon!
Without hesitation i accepted her invitation and said YES! i'll be there at around four. It was quite weird for myself to make this "super fast" decision coz it usually takes me time to decide on things... Anyway when i stepped into "my" little warm home i just felt that i needed to take off my slipper and sit on that wooden chair in the kitchen, right in the corner opposite to the sea that only us can spot... the chair didn't unfortunately have any pieces where i can lean my feet on. while i was thinking so and maybe it should have taken me much less time to realize that i should at least behave a bit better especially when i'm in front of Tala's mum i noticed really familiar visage and somebody that i've felt i knew ages ago...
Something clicked at that moment!
Oh my god! i loved the most concealed details of that place, our room is awesome sis! i never thought you would have made it so perfect! and the pieces that showed from the closet and you tried to hide made the atmosphere even warmer. Some of the books scattered and those which took the stairs shape are very similar to those in our room in Jerusalem Tala so never worry. But girl! where was the mirror? i didn't see one there! maybe there shouldn't be one especially that i was there :P so you won't need one!
Part two: Morning pages,,, maybe we should say sorry to Alia because we couldn't not open them. Well, not reallyyy... but we did discuss quite many pages, the ones that i wrote for the first time and opened for the first time too! Tala i think that i forgot to tell you that my morning pages are written in pencil as if i'm not willing to let them last long. May the days erase them at a time. Do you know what girl? something popped in my mind right now, i don't imagine myself erasing my morning pages! this is for me for sure, you'd be probably backspacing them or something! But seriously girl, it's hard and crazy at the same time, that's how our problems seem to be too... hard to erase and get rid of but once we do white pages would be ready again for us to plot some other plans...
i still can't believe that the two hours we spent talking and giggling did last in few seconds,,, how come this happens? NOWAY! there should be something wrong!
Sometimes i feel so embarassed, like when i tend to be nice and i end up blushing, Lol:) i shouldn't have said i would love to try chicken coz God always knows whats inside us! like firas assawah's book.
At the end of the day we got into the taxi, you for coffee and me back home, while we sat each on a side and for few minutes kept the severe silence to express ourselves, i felt that i so much wanted to hug you or maybe press one of your hands and transfer all the positive energy i felt inside! that was one of the most honest and vivacious moments in my life!
By the end of next month you'll be in the U.S. and probably i'll be taking your place in the 3rd floor, leave me a little bit of good spirit and i shall do well until you'll be back again! A promise:)
Friends @ heart & soul:)
Tc
When i called her earlier today in order to go out for coffee after work, i discovered that she was home and that she's inviting me to her home or OUR home. Pardon!
Without hesitation i accepted her invitation and said YES! i'll be there at around four. It was quite weird for myself to make this "super fast" decision coz it usually takes me time to decide on things... Anyway when i stepped into "my" little warm home i just felt that i needed to take off my slipper and sit on that wooden chair in the kitchen, right in the corner opposite to the sea that only us can spot... the chair didn't unfortunately have any pieces where i can lean my feet on. while i was thinking so and maybe it should have taken me much less time to realize that i should at least behave a bit better especially when i'm in front of Tala's mum i noticed really familiar visage and somebody that i've felt i knew ages ago...
Something clicked at that moment!
Oh my god! i loved the most concealed details of that place, our room is awesome sis! i never thought you would have made it so perfect! and the pieces that showed from the closet and you tried to hide made the atmosphere even warmer. Some of the books scattered and those which took the stairs shape are very similar to those in our room in Jerusalem Tala so never worry. But girl! where was the mirror? i didn't see one there! maybe there shouldn't be one especially that i was there :P so you won't need one!
Part two: Morning pages,,, maybe we should say sorry to Alia because we couldn't not open them. Well, not reallyyy... but we did discuss quite many pages, the ones that i wrote for the first time and opened for the first time too! Tala i think that i forgot to tell you that my morning pages are written in pencil as if i'm not willing to let them last long. May the days erase them at a time. Do you know what girl? something popped in my mind right now, i don't imagine myself erasing my morning pages! this is for me for sure, you'd be probably backspacing them or something! But seriously girl, it's hard and crazy at the same time, that's how our problems seem to be too... hard to erase and get rid of but once we do white pages would be ready again for us to plot some other plans...
i still can't believe that the two hours we spent talking and giggling did last in few seconds,,, how come this happens? NOWAY! there should be something wrong!
Sometimes i feel so embarassed, like when i tend to be nice and i end up blushing, Lol:) i shouldn't have said i would love to try chicken coz God always knows whats inside us! like firas assawah's book.
At the end of the day we got into the taxi, you for coffee and me back home, while we sat each on a side and for few minutes kept the severe silence to express ourselves, i felt that i so much wanted to hug you or maybe press one of your hands and transfer all the positive energy i felt inside! that was one of the most honest and vivacious moments in my life!
By the end of next month you'll be in the U.S. and probably i'll be taking your place in the 3rd floor, leave me a little bit of good spirit and i shall do well until you'll be back again! A promise:)
Friends @ heart & soul:)
Tc
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